i love you

you try so hard

to make my life easier.

your the best.

i love you mom

Reason why

i dont tlike christmas.

What family do I have to celebrate it with?

Im glad i have my mother and my sister but...thats it.

The Family that was will never Be again.

It just brings me pain to rememebr all those times we were all together..happy


fuck christmas

confidence is a stain I cant wipe off

o man...this song..

HARD

Bitch

Tyga - Young Money

Im Young Money

ima tryna run the whole game like a morning jog

with hits like a porno blog.


Dont with my finals



time for the break


lets see if i can survive it

expect pix of my vacation =)
and expect them to be EPIC

Rollin

almost done with my finals

DEN...i can relax

iv beeen handlin my shit.

Actually proud of my self for the first time

chyeaa

"She step in the hall to call her man and say she just at home. At my hotel it's valentines all they see is X and O's."

It's Right

I thought I told ya I was guna make it out this shit,
Not like them dumb nigguhs that always fake their shit

I always live my life by my poppa's words
"Dont ever let them other people get you stirred.
Boy your gunna make it out this life"
But all I want are my drinks in a glass of ice

I see them girls always posing, dam them jeans are tight
SLim waist, nice face, with them thick ass thighs
At the party all they want is money calling dem Pretty Dimes
Cant afford them, cuz my pockets only carry bout a couple dimes

But in reality, thats all jus bullshit
All i need is my music and this bag of weed
The only think that gets me through tough days
is the same thing my pops said it jus bring pain

Momma why you over there crying for?
I know we cant afford to pay dem bills no more
and I know we aint eatin better than we were before
but i promise ima buy you dat dress you couldnt afford

I tried to man up dawg, its tough, its a hard knock life
Life's like a car crash, try to hold on tight
Look forward, can you see that light?
a true sign, meaning you just lived it right.

its like

i want to do something that will influence people.

I wanna have an impact on people's lives.


I want to leave a mark in the place..

one way or another..


i will be great

i need to

"The bigger the dreams, the smaller the competition."

ooo this ones good

"Cudderisback"

http://www.zshare.net/audio/693093611b5c0cfe/

too many of these crazy dreams lol

lol last one was with Jay-Z
and this one was with Slaughterhouse.

weird.

well iv decided


ima try write more lyrics and get more beats to do.
i know a couple of ppl
they owe me some favors anyway
lol

this is ridiculous.
i plan on gettin a lot of my friends do this with me lol

lets see what happens.

and for some reason, i wana do that Bedrock beat with a lot of my friends LOL
we'll see
im so dumb =)

Hip Hop in the Ozone Event

Community Service Announcement

This mask shall break

My cover will not last,


and the mask that i have been wearing shall shatter....

Ever since you left

All Hell has broken loose.

tears have been shed.

walls have been punched.

Stomaches been left empty.

nights have gone without sleep.

feelings have been hurt.

sacrifices have been made.

Ever since you left.

i can never forget.

But both of you made this happen.

And i can never forgive you both for what you have done.

Not only to me, but to your yourselves.

if..

you were somehow diagnosed with CIPA

i wud punch u till u bleed.

till i cant punch you know more.

till my own hands are bleeding,

not from your blood, but from my very own knuckles.

this made me feel better

Under the Weather

but arent we all? or should i say, aren't we all IN the weather?

idk

i woke up today feelin like shit.

Sore throat.

legs sore and week

and a slight headache..

this week hasnt been good to me. fuk this week.

ughhh

School is starting to piss me off and so are many other ppl.
i can only take so much man so SHUT DA FUCK UP UR NOT MY FRIEND ANYMORE.

ugh

i dont like these holiday seasons coming up.

This is the time where i turn all Grinch like and tlak shit about shit lol




whatever





"Lord help me out, save my soul need to find a new route..."

this week..

can SUCKADICK!!!

Mon.- Group Powerpoint presentation that i havent finished

Tues.- a 45 min. group presentation..what da FUCK?!?! 45?!

Wed.- Essay due that i ahvent even looked at the promtp. FML

Thurs.- Alegbra test that i sooo know ima fail

FUK SHIT

Travis Barker Remix

Blakroc

Powerful words from a friend

amate tu mismo porque eres especial.
porque asi como dios te hizo en este
mundo en el mismo pisas por una razon.
tu corazon llenalo de bellos recuerdos,
y deja los malos a un costado del camino.
y ahora, frente al espejo, sonríe, observa lo
lindo que eres y elige darte esa otra oportunidad
de ser feliz y cerrar tus pu~os i luchar todas
esas esperanzas para que no sientas culpa
por nada del pasado y te atrevas vivir en Libertad.
Reconoce que dentro de ti vales mucho y q hay personas
que si creen en ti.
creo que eres una buena persona, que si has tenido malo tropiezos, ahora es tu tiempo para ser una mejor persona porque solo tu lo puedes hacer. darte el placer de ayudarte tu mismo y a otros.
que con solo una sonrisa le brindas felicidad a estra~os
nunca te sientas solo porque nunca lo has estado.
nadie esta ahy para ti? pues llena tu corazon de amor y espera por esa persona que papa diosito un dia te pondra en tu camino.
recuerda que no todos somos perfectos.

si dentro de ti te sientes vacio. entregaselos a el.
dale todas tus tristezas a el
i vive feliz
piensa toda las ma~anas lo mucho que vales i proponete.
a hacer un cambio humanitario hoy.
dale paz i amor a tus queridos por placer. porque siempre estuvieron ahy desde que fuistes bebe

ama para que un dia no sea tarde. para que cuando no esten
no te lamentes en lo que hubieras hecho.
para que no llores cuando en ese dia se vaya
porque saves que dentro de ti dejaras lindos recuerdos
i no habra porque llorar.
kiero decirte en el dia de hoy que voi a ti.
porque tu eres especial. porque muchas personas te quieren ver triunfar y porque muchos te quieren
porque si sientes que no tienes a nadie pues llena todo en ti de amor i espera, espera a esa persona que un dia dios te pondra en tu camino para asi le entreges tu corazon

Todo tiene un proposito en esta vida...lo bueno para ponerse mas bueno y lo malo para llevarlo a ser bueno, no se puede pelear contra esta ley"

Ámate, Ámate, Ámate, y conoce tu grandeza como Ser Humano, permite y atrévete a vivir en paz, y experimentar esa felicidad de amarte, tu Esencia se Ama a sí misma a través de ti.

tqm i cuenta conmigo... <3

att. angie

Good timesss

..dont be losing your balance..

its happening fast..

Uh, its happening fast

Yea, uh

I told niggas on the low, they aint hear it though
Boy that man in the mirror, is a miracle
Ay wipe your face, momma told you no more tears will flow
We eating better than we was a few years ago

Send you western union on my payday
A week later its mayday
So you return the favor
We stay afloat like some sailors

Bill collectors blowing us up
They couldnt fade us
Bitch I made strait As go ahead and try to degrade us

Haters
But this ones funny
Man one year later I was on them phones collecting money
A lesson from me-everybody got a story dog

Unfortunately learned I cant do nothing for you do
Im trynna run the whole game like a morning jog
With hits like a porno blog

Not hoping out the shower to make 10 dollars an hour
Aint judging, No
To each is own
You pay your bills to raise your kids inside a decent home

More power to you
But a message to you
Fuck niggas
I hope your kids grow up and never want to fuck with you


This punk nigga knock up two hoes at the same time
And told us nigga, they were lying, dog they aint mines
Thats cold blooded but aint nothing new
Same old, fuck it though

Whats up with you?
If you make it this far listening without skipping
Then I got to show love
Dont worry im just venting

The late night thoughts of a nigga on a mission
And I rock my girl to sleep in missionary position


-easily becoming one of my favorite rappers

J. Cole

LIfe's ups and downs

they come and go

=D

fuck what i said last post

My friends make me happy

Thank you all for a GREAT night
=)

"its not how hard the problems are..

..its how you can get over them camilo. Thats what makes you strong."

I hear that alot from him, but man he just doesn't understand.

If it's not one thing, it's another.

I feel like i can never get outta this hole.

"Money isn't everything camilo"

"Money IS everything i need right now"

I'm not clouded by the thought of having money to be happy.

I NEED money to be Ok, not happy.

Tha'ts why i have different views of money. It's good because u need to pay off your shit and the things you need with it, but at the same time, i dont want to be chasing it my whole life..

I feel like im never going to be really "Happy"

that word sounds unrealistic,...unreachable to me now.

omg EM GOES IN

its whateva u want

Whatever U Want

Consequence | MySpace Music Videos

oooo my shit

Bullies

GUERRE NAIVE

Guerre Naïve from Guerre Naïve on Vimeo.

NO CLAPPINGGG

Halloweeeeeen niggguh

Im stilll tryna find the small girl
lol

im on a mission nigguh