"its not how hard the problems are..

..its how you can get over them camilo. Thats what makes you strong."

I hear that alot from him, but man he just doesn't understand.

If it's not one thing, it's another.

I feel like i can never get outta this hole.

"Money isn't everything camilo"

"Money IS everything i need right now"

I'm not clouded by the thought of having money to be happy.

I NEED money to be Ok, not happy.

Tha'ts why i have different views of money. It's good because u need to pay off your shit and the things you need with it, but at the same time, i dont want to be chasing it my whole life..

I feel like im never going to be really "Happy"

that word sounds unrealistic,...unreachable to me now.