"its not how hard the problems are..

..its how you can get over them camilo. Thats what makes you strong."

I hear that alot from him, but man he just doesn't understand.

If it's not one thing, it's another.

I feel like i can never get outta this hole.

"Money isn't everything camilo"

"Money IS everything i need right now"

I'm not clouded by the thought of having money to be happy.

I NEED money to be Ok, not happy.

Tha'ts why i have different views of money. It's good because u need to pay off your shit and the things you need with it, but at the same time, i dont want to be chasing it my whole life..

I feel like im never going to be really "Happy"

that word sounds unrealistic,...unreachable to me now.

omg EM GOES IN

its whateva u want

Whatever U Want

Consequence | MySpace Music Videos

oooo my shit

Bullies

GUERRE NAIVE

Guerre Naïve from Guerre Naïve on Vimeo.

NO CLAPPINGGG

Halloweeeeeen niggguh

Im stilll tryna find the small girl
lol

im on a mission nigguh

it just might be ok...

Holloweeeeeeen horror nights was good

Went with Ralfy and some of his friends

PRetty cool.

Still wish i had a sweater with me. It was windy and drizzlin. =(

that girl was madddddd cute tho lol

i was dissapointed of the lack of love made into the fries.

Den i witnessed something that killed the whole night for me.

A lonely man playing chess by himself.

When we left, he had to go cuz they were closing

he had a bicycle with bags of food, clothes, and had pieces of mattresses to sleep, im guessin.

He rode off.

Apperently ima pussy and it made me depressed.

=/

I said mommy Imma love you till you don't hurt no more
And when I'm older, you aint gotta work no more
And Imma get you that mansion that we couldn't afford

i love this songgggggggg

end of the day, im walkin with a heart of a lion yea

and the devil tryna rip out my soul
tryna catch a nigga on sleep no no
u can try again and ill be ready
wont let you kill me in my dream like freddy krueger
nooo im not no loser wont see you in hell

Jelly

i fell like thats how im at in my life right now.

Just floating in one place.

not going anywhere.

Im in school and doing me, but fuck man..im jus tired of alot.

FUCK YOU

throughout these couple of days iv met cool people, went out with cool friends, and did cool shitttt.lol

hopefully theyll stay in my life for a while.

Den... poof..gone

Straight up

"Women need attention and fore women will complain
Develop hatred for men and say that your the one to blame"

Reminder

FYI

yes i write posts on my blog to let people know my interests and what I'm currently feeling and doing.

But REMEMBER

this shit is for me,

not for you.

This is my journal,

public journal.

Your decision to follow me

or not.

This should be read because you find me interesting, not to criticize me.


I want to read this when i get older

or


after years have gone by. Memories.

or



or even if i died earlier than i expect,

then

and only then

its for you.

Lessons Learned

I almost had like...a revelation today.

a Mini-Rev

Work is superrrr slow so i usually got time to do my homework there.

I really didnt want to do it, so i strayed away from the task and read some other books.

so i read thisssssss boooook.




It was sooo gooood

Its about a ROBOT, that is a servant, than not only wants its freedom, but wants to be human, without defying the Three Laws of Robotics.

Three Laws of Robotics:

1. A robot may not injure a human being, or, through inaction, allow a human being to come to harm.

2. A robot must obey the orders given it by human beings except where such prders would conflict with the First Law.

3. A robot must protect its own existance as long as such protection does not conflict with the First or Second Laws.

Its really interesting how these laws come into play.


Its an awesome book. I HIGHLY recommend it.

or you can just watch the movie with Robin Williams.


Then I began to read

"When Bad Things Happen To Good People"
IT describes how you cant blame God for all the bad things in life. You can't blame him for deaths,financial crisis's , and natural disasters.

Its not his fault. He doesnt play a role in that.

But what he does do, is give us stregth in order for us to get through the tough times.

He gives us friends that care for us and help us through.

Good book.

Changed my perspective.