50 Ways to mend a heartbreak

Now you stare me with those sad weeping eyes
And you ask me how you can achieve a peace of mind
I say, its not that easy you see, it takes time

But there's ..
50 ways to mend a heartbreak

The problem is its all deep inside your mind
you gotta live your life, one step at a time
One can't
rush things when they think its definitely outta line


50 ways to mend a heartbreak


All you need is some good friends right by your side
If you want,
add some hoes into that simple line
Just dont fall for all their trickery bullshit lies

...

Dont think too much about it, you see,
she's just a girl
Playing games with you, your mind in a whirl
Trust me friend i was also in that world

..50 ways to mend a heartbreak

My heart was painfully wounded in my old life
I fell for all her misconstructed selfish lies
luckily i was blessed with friends who stood by my side

50 ways to mend a heartbreak

I got my game on lock nd shit is going good
I work my ass off just to get enough for food, but
i like the life im livin cuz it feels so right
grab a couple of friends, all of us are high


Please explain the 50 ways...

Dont get it twisted friend, green is fuckin nice
it gets you laughs and it helps you buy lots of rides
But it aint the only way to live your dream life
Suck it up, and pick your head up high

...


Now you see, This happens to all, not only you
Countless others sinking, this shit aint really new,but
if they stopped and think, this shit might be true

By Camilo
kinda got it from
"50 Ways to make a record"
by kid cudi
but i clanged it to
"50 ways to mend a heartbreak"

still..
by Camilo

"Why is that guy wearing a dress!?"

Waking up Sat. morning and my mid is set on doing what i have to do.

Pay my phone bill

Pay for the Drake tickets

My cousin lets me borrow his car while he's at work but i have to go pick him up, and he closes. So i have to be there by 9 pm.

So its like 3pm and i was supposed to go cash my check at my bank.(i prefer my bank rather than the corner stores cuz they take like $10 off ur paycheck..and believe me, i needed those $10.)

"FUK FUK FUK im late angel!"

lol

We drive to the Mall cuz

1- gotta cash my check at that lil concession stand =/
2-pay for my phone bill there at the T-Mobile Stand
3- pay for my drake tickets

well i did all that in less than 30 min...
and it was only 4 pm..

so we waited at the mall till my cousin got out..

we ate
chilled
played with this big bouncy ball with glitter inside..kept us entertained for about 6 hours.lol


there i also just let my mind wander about shit..which is always a bad idea cuz i tend to over-analyze EVERYTHING. Tends to put me into a depressed state.

Anyways i just did what maria told me to do

"Suck it up!"

In which in due time i will, but i cant help it..i doubt anyone can.

So 9pm reached and i thought we were going to this Cookout that one of our co-workers invited us to.

Jonathan gets a call to see if he wants to go to the casino's

"Sure, let me ask if my cousins are down"

sweet

we get home,
get ready,
and go to his friend's house.

We get there and i instantly see a penis drawn on their street.

lol shit was funny

so we're chillin and talkin. They seem real cool ppl and we had like 10 ppl going in 4 different car.

And Let me tell you.

These guys are fukin crazy lol

they fight and say absurd shit in front of strangers nd shit .lol

So finally everyone gets to the house and we leave and its already like 10:30pm..takes about 2 hours to get there..

We leave and thru the highway we stop at a Mcdonalds Rest stop and idk why..i guess to get suttin to eat?

all the people get out and start like
punching
kickin
jumpin nd shit

over bushes
mooning people
kickin down trash cans

shit was fukin hilarious.

so we're drivin and im already starving and sleepy

we get there around 12am

This place is fuckin nice

I was amazed on how big and nice they made this shit look

a Fuckin Lion

and immediately they start fukin with ppl
lol

this old lady behind us was making
"Car Horn" noises for us to get outta the way

and two of our ppl start makin that noise mad loud infront of her

"BEEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEP!"

lol

we find everyone and we go eat at the Hard Rock Cafe..shits nice but expensive at that.

we get there

order our food and chillin

this crazy guy (lil bit too crazy) with us is being ridiculous nd shit..ehh kinda got annoyin but w.e.

aint my friend

we go and walk around
at the same time these guys are sayin some absurd shit to random ppl

"Hey! Why is that guy wearing a dress!!??"

that was a woman..lmao

o man fukin hilarious man..i cudnt stop laughin at the they wud say..
Bascially for a good 2 hours thats all we did

but at that casino place..theyre were a lot of fukin hot girls

ALOT

Some of them drunk
but nonetheless...still hot

its like 3 and we bounce home
leavin one of our guys accidently bumps into a woman..barely bumpin and apperently that guy said something to piss our guys off.
One of our guys retaliated

"Im Sorry Sir but she looks like shes breathing to me!!"
lol

he calls security and says he assaulted her

WOW

Bullshit call

we then had to wait for security and bla bla blah

leave like around 4 am

I got home around 5:30 am....

fuk

Rough road ahead..

Man The fun times i will have during the summer will have a price.

It's going to be a very hard time for us, but I believe we can handle it.

They're going to be a lot of tears being shed and feelings crushed, but we'll make it.

I promise

So-called "Developing World"

Well dats one goodbye down =/

I was supposed to go do suttin with "Interface girl"(dont wana let ppl kno ur name thru this, so if ur readin, dont take it offensively. =]) on Tuesday night but shit happened and it didnt work.

So i decided to just stop by the follwoin day at her job at the mall.

7:30 am
i get woken up by Jon's brother cuz he needed a ride to the train station

8:30am

i get woken up by a text

10 am
another text

11:15am
Jonathan is makin weird noises

>=(

we wake up around 11:40 and start to get ready.

So i chill at the mall with him for a bit
till like 5 pm. Chilled and walked around.

I then asked if i can have the keys so i can go

He gladly let me borrow his car, which i think thats remarkable =)

anyways
i try to exit the mall, but they were doing construction where the entrance was and dat pissed me off, cuz it took me like 20 min to find a way out!

i get there and i go to my store to see whos workin there.

We talk and i met the girl that took my place.

She seems cool and chill.

The person in charge invited me to go to her cook out on sat

Word?

"Yea, you should come. Theres gunna be food, pool, and a hot tub!"

Word?

ima see if i can go

Den i get a text sayin

"Ur u here"

wuhh?

Den another one sayin

"R u here?"

shit i dont wana make her wait like last time so i go and wen i finally get there she calls me...

"Hello?"

" Ahhh noooooooo. my pizza jus fell. Its all ur fault"

" hehe wuh??"

as im talkin to her im walkin behind her and i see the pizza residue shit on the floor.

I feel bad cuz she was callin ME to see if i was there and she dropped her food...cuz of ME
=/

We chilled

walked around the mall for a bit

She's fukin cool and realll pretty

"Apparently im into crazy" =)

so i leave and tell her goodbye

a sad one too.

den i went to my store to say goodbye to them. Then i thought of giving her a lil present (my glow nd da dark Munny) hopefully she'll like it.

As im walking up to her,

ALL of her co-workers all lookin DEAD AT ME
Like im sum sort of wildebeest or sum shit

i gave dem da "WTF" face lol

i den got super red and nervous as i gave her my Munnny

from her reaction, i cud tell she liked it. =)

oo and wen i came up to her she told me i had her fone..and i did.
lol

if i didnt grow the balls to give her that Munny, she wudnt have gotten her phone yo i hope she likes it..I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ur a cool person and i hope ul still be here wen i come in September
so i can take u out on a date
lol

well i have to go
my cousin needs me!

peace

Cuantas veces yo cai pero prosegui

thank you Manny for showing me this song

Good Times

Wed. 20th

Workin.
Second to last day of work and i was uber excited/uber bummbed

ima miss dat job oh dee yo.

I planned to go eat lunch with the girl from Interface

(name shall remain nameless..and get used to it. All the girls that i will be talkin about will be nameless)

we'll jus call her..Cute girl

i told Cute girl if she wanted to go on break wiht me around 6:30.
"ok sure"

6:25 comes around and this lady rolls up with a $600 check.

The person i was working with noticed that the check was fake and her ID was also fake. So it took us awhile to get all that shit settled.

6:40

i got like 2 text messeges sayin

"where are you??"

=/

i get there and she's all eating.
i felt bad makin her wait.

We talked nd shit. She's real cool, funny and ima miss her wen i leave. Hopefully i get to see her before June 1st comes around. And if not, You Already know, YOU CAN COME DOWN AND VISIT ME IN FLORIDA!!!! I GOT U!

lol

Friday- I arrive at my cousins house around 12ish. we chill for a bit and Manny picks us up to go get our cuts.

we arrive back to the house and i take a shower to get the lil hairs out nd shit.

We get ready and leave to set everything up.

Once we did
Me and Angle tried to cook tome burgers and weiners..and it didnt work.
they can all burnt nd shit LMAO

once everyone arrived, it started to get fun. Everyone was drinkin. I was in my own lil world .lol

I couldnt hold a serious convo without rockin back and forth.
shit was maddd fun

Good ppl
Good times
Alcohol
food
wuh can be better??

I fall asleep over the house madd late and i had the best sleeeeeeeep ever!!!!!

Saturday-
We wake up and go to IHOP.
Everyone is gettin shit like
Buttermilk pancakes
Eggs
Bacon
grits...u kno..Breakfast food.

Me..being Camilo orders 4 Chocolate chips pancakes with whipcream ontop.

the Waitress asks
U want normal buttermilk pancakes or chocolate pancakes?

My eyes opend up wide like i just seen a hot girl made outta candy, holdin a set of Mercedez keys on one hand, and a KY lubricant on the other.

"Yess please"

FAIL

horrible breakfast food that turned against me the followin day

anyways

we leave and go to Jonathan's frined's house and play some video games. Pretty fun..i den proceeded to take more chocolate when the guy offered us some.

What can i say? Chocolate is my weakness. =)

After words we go back home
and jus chill and relax till we see the UFC Lyoto vs. Evans match

We started to watch it online while in the middle of it it shuts off and the video player says
"Offline"

"they caught on to us"

Jon texts on his phone and we leave to his friends house to watch the fight.

The guys were pretty cool

Offeres us some funky colored cupcakes and Rice krispies wanabee treats.
The match was good
Lyoto knocked out Rashad and now i owe Angel a Favor...fuck

Sunday-

We wake up
and we're just chillin wen jon asks

"Hey wana go to the beach??"
lol

we go to the beach and was madd chill and fun

ate sum chips

played witht he big beach ball

threw rocks

FUN!!
lol

it was

Then we arrived back home

ate

and jus chilled and watched

"Zack and Mary Make A Porno"

Funny ass movie!

Monday-
im here with my cousin Angel

He's on his laptop
Im on mine typing this out.

its 2:30 pm

we'll see what happenes layta today
=)