Really Camilo?!?! NOW?!

3 a.m.

listenin to
Pillow Talk- Kid Cudi

i know i shouldnt be thinkin about someone that i barely even know.

Cant Help it.

and i probably shouldnt even write about it, but i wana get it out.

I get this feeling.

This feeling that makes me think about the girl. And how it could possibly work out. How i can finally be happy with someone.

Someone that actually has the qualities that i want in an actual girlfriend.

It's like a fascination.

Ridiculous Camilo..You cant be thinkin like this. This is stupid and obviously crazy.

but fuck it

And EVERY TIME I GET THIS FEELING, something happens.

I have to go far away, or we lose connection somehow.

This happened like 4 times already so far. Since i was like 14, four girls gave me this feeling.

*Sigh

ima see her Wed. hopefully

then after that

who knows when il see her.

I said il most likely come back like Labor Day Weekend or suttin.

Hopefully she'll be here
and who knows what'l happen.

Maybe she can make me stay in Ct?

See..thats the kinda absurd shit im talkin about

the feeling makes me wana fuckin stay in CT..

wtf?

fuk it
ima knock out to my Zune

night