Takashi Murakami

I was checking my myspace one day, well...everyday like i usually do and i got a comment from my friend Russell. He told me i would like this guyus art, Takashi Murakami.

I've seen his name around some magazines i have and it sounded very faniliar..like from somewhere else..

Curious, i've searched him up on the internet and...wow.

This guy is different. Apperently he graduated from this art university in Japan and has a couple degrees under his belt.

His art amazed and captivated my eyes. This is one o fthe reasons why I want to pursue something that deals with art.

And of course the one that EVERYONE has seen. The Famous..

I like, very much

=)

To my family

Dear mother

First i want to say thank you. Thank you for taking care of me when i was ill. When im hungry, you always make me food. Even if you're in a rush to work, you always make sure my stomach is full. Thank you for so much more.

Now i want to say that im sorry. Im sorry for not being a great. Im sorry for disappointing you in the past. You always tell me to not be stupid and to get on my shit.You are always there telling me when things are rough, that God will help us. You help us mom. Your so strong. You've never giving up on us. You work your ass off and you deserveso much more. I cant stand to see you exhausted anymore. i cant stand to see you worry about petty shit like bills. You continue to work, and you shouldn't be working so hard. I know you see me as a dissapointment, but i will try and make you proud.I all i want you to do is to witness me doing something successful....I owe you soo much more than a "thank you" .
I owe you my life.

I Love you.



Dear sister

Theres a reason why we dont speak on important matters like, my life goals. You were never there for me when i was younger. I rarely saw you growing up. And now when im 18, you decide to give me lectures? wtf? Doesnt work that way.

I wish we did become good friends when we were young. I love you even if i dont show it at all. you jus annoy me a lot.thats it. You lecture me on the shit i already know, but you yell it. Learn to just talk and not yell and maybe we can make a connection. That's why i rarely cmome to you anymore. When i want to talk, you come off like you know everything and shit. NO. Just talk to me like a sister should. I want to make a connection, but now, i dont think we can.
Im so sorry for being such a dick, i really am. I dont like seeing you cry.

I love you.


Dear Dad

Im sorry. Im so sorry. I just wanted to make you proud of me. You work so hard for the things i have. You living by yourself, trying to get money for us, not for you. But for us. You always put us in front of you. I love you soo much,but..

Dad you were always at work. We never played outside like iv always wanted. I only saw you at night before i went to sleep. You always paid our bills and our food. You were the boss of the house. But i wanted more. I never wanted to tell you because i was afraid. We were supposed to make a father-son bond like other families. And since we moved to Florida, i rarely see you anymore and that hurts. Words cant even explain the pain i feel in my heart. I wish i did see you every day. I want to talk about so many things with you. I want you to see me grow and learn. Witness me becoming a father and you being a grandfather to my lil boy and girl. I want to make tht connection with you.

Sometimes im afraid to tell you shit. I always want to make you proud, but somehow i always tend to fuck up. Im afraid to tell you my mistakes, not because of the yelling you'll be doing, but i dont want to disappoint you...
I want to be the son you've always wanted. I want you to brag to your friends about me. I promise, as the tears our running down my cheeks on to this keyboard, i promise you, one day
I'll make you proud.

I love you

Give me that drug.

1:00 morning.
I have a pending essay due tomorrow which i havent started.
I have to go pay bills tomorrow.
From school go straight to work.
Hungry.

Times like these make me think. I believe we were brought here in this world to do much more than to work for the rest of our lives. Why must our lives be filled wit tragic deaths or credit card debit. Everything, almost everything brings sadness and stress into out lives..well..my life.. There are a couple of people and things that relieve my from this stress, but i dont know how long this euphoria is going to last..hopefully it lasts, cuz ima bout to break down

i find it kind of funny...

I find it kind of sad.
The dreams in which im dying
are the best I've ever had.

I find it hard to tell you.
I find it hard to take.

When people run in circles
its a very very

Mad World

Know what i fucking hate??

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i cant help it..

i find myself late at night,before wandering to a deep sleep, staring at your pictures. Is it ur gorgeous eyes?..Or your natural beauty over all?.
i dont know. I cant help but to create a fantasy world in my head of you comin for Christmas. I cant help it..i picture pickin u up from the airport and me takin you to your hotel. Then when you're all settled, i take u too Chilli's so you can eat and meet my sister. Afterwards, to my house so you can meet my mom. As the day goes by, nightfall arrives and i take you back to your hotel.
I drop you off but i dont go home. I stay with you..

Dont Sleep on these Catz!

So i fell asleep maddddd late last night.around 5 ish. I wonder who kept me up that long!.lol
=)
but any who, today is Thanksgiving Day. so be thankful for what you got and for all the friends you have obtain throughout your life. I am thankful for
1)Being Alive-Shit I could have died twice last week!
2) Mom and my sister- even though they can be a pain in the ass, i Still Love them
3) Friends- Im thankful for meeting all my friends. Theyre too cool for school!


Anyways, I was bored and decided to look for some good music. Mayne what i found, WAS GOLD
I dont understand why people now "Sleeping on theze Catz"? Their way of thinkin is ridiculous. I got like a top 5 but im only going to mention the top 2 for now. Dont sleep on them. check it

1) Charles Hamilton- He's just blunt. He aint scared to be real. If you dont believe me, here Sonicthehamilton.blogspot.com or iamnotcharleshamilton.blogspot.com
Alot of mixtapes but he's not coming out with his major debut album in a while. Meanwhile, just check him out

Freestyling on DjEnuff's radioshow.









Now
2)Asher Roth- Man i heard his shit on myspace..MAN Reminds me of...eminmen. Take it as you want, you need to listen to him.


Kills "A Milli"








Charles and Asher speak to the public





oo man this track is hot
Charles Hamilton, Asher Roth, and B.O.B.
Change Gon Come




XXL Photoshoot Vid.











PCE.
and Happy Thanksgiving

88

i hate holidays..

I was talking to my Dad about Next semesters tuition payment. We settled that shit and we got t talking..Its already known that my Dad isnt coming for Thanksgiving, now i found out he wont be here for Christmas either. Sucks not seeing my Dad for the holidays.. Same as last year. I miss him..alot. I wish we were a family again..like we used to be.

Funny how things are..

Man i just dont know anymore. I try but i guess it will never be noticed, but you know what thats cool. Like i said, i respect it and i am not going to say anything more.
Still 4.3. just know that you have the ability to hurt me like no one else does.

pce

Wow.who knew i wouldlearn something from this.

These pass couple of days have been really..how can I put this. Streesful?. I owe people money. Im getting no hours.. My phone is going to be cut off soon because i need my car to go and pay the bill. i have no cable. I sometimes, randomly, get wireless connection on my laptop. Idk its jus "UGH"
but because of all thise i seem to get stuff done. I finally finished the book "The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time' Pretty good book and i finally cleaned my room. it looks so clean.lol

Last night i was talking to my ex girlfriend that lives in Ny and we were catching up on a lot. She still hot and rides a red G35 on black rims..so sexy and we just talked.And she just called me RIGHT NOW.lol as i am typing this we are talking and i love her voice. It just soothes me.=)

g2g talk to her
byeeee

The Legend of Milo and the Sacred Ring

Tonight i need some advice from my friend ..who shall be called "Nayr".
We were talking and i gt some good advice off of him and hopefully he got some good advice off of me. So by the middle of the convo we started talking about time..about how time is the best solution for everything,except for cancer...but thats not the point here. The point is..well..uhm...
The Legend..has begun...

p.s. dont im him u stalkers!

Nayrskater (12:22:25 AM): so im letting time tell me.
chewycrunchy16 (12:22:30 AM): time rules
Nayrskater (12:22:33 AM): alot
Nayrskater (12:22:37 AM): *gets old and dies*
Nayrskater (12:22:40 AM): FUCK TIME!
chewycrunchy16 (12:22:41 AM): NOOOOOOOOOo
chewycrunchy16 (12:22:43 AM): come back
chewycrunchy16 (12:22:48 AM): rewinds time
chewycrunchy16 (12:22:52 AM): ....
Nayrskater (12:22:58 AM): *poops pants*
chewycrunchy16 (12:23:00 AM): hahaha
Nayrskater (12:23:00 AM): too back!
chewycrunchy16 (12:23:04 AM): ok ok
chewycrunchy16 (12:23:13 AM): Forwards time
chewycrunchy16 (12:23:20 AM): ryan?
Nayrskater (12:23:48 AM): *random voice*
chewycrunchy16 (12:23:57 AM): no!
Nayrskater (12:24:06 AM): The year is 2245, Milo has just saved the world from ryan the gaint
chewycrunchy16 (12:24:15 AM): ??
chewycrunchy16 (12:24:17 AM): LMAO
Nayrskater (12:27:32 AM): hahaha
chewycrunchy16 (12:27:38 AM): why is ryan the gian bad?
Nayrskater (12:28:27 AM): cause my dick was so huge that it destory so much land so people are always attacking my dick
chewycrunchy16 (12:28:39 AM): HAHAHAHAHAHA
chewycrunchy16 (12:28:43 AM): lmfao
chewycrunchy16 (12:29:05 AM): Milo had to attak the Legendary Snake but how?
Nayrskater (12:29:32 AM): what else
Nayrskater (12:29:34 AM): The Ring!
chewycrunchy16 (12:29:51 AM): The Onering to rule them All?
chewycrunchy16 (12:29:56 AM): or the Vaginal Ring?
Nayrskater (12:30:11 AM): the one ring to do them all!
chewycrunchy16 (12:30:21 AM): oh...shit...
Nayrskater (12:30:21 AM): sorry. sounded cool.
chewycrunchy16 (12:30:26 AM): hahah
Nayrskater (12:30:30 AM): no the ring to rule them all.
chewycrunchy16 (12:30:51 AM): Milo goes in search of the Sacred Ring, but where can he find such a artifact?
Nayrskater (12:31:09 AM): Markus the one of none.
chewycrunchy16 (12:32:21 AM): The Wold and Wise Markus?
Nayrskater (12:32:29 AM): yes.
Nayrskater (12:32:37 AM): in the Mounation of Japan.
Nayrskater (12:32:44 AM): With is England in 2245
chewycrunchy16 (12:33:15 AM): of course
chewycrunchy16 (12:33:24 AM): cuz we all know England will rule the world
chewycrunchy16 (12:33:38 AM): elementary politics
Nayrskater (12:33:54 AM): HAHAHAHHAHAHHHA
Nayrskater (12:33:55 AM): OMG
Nayrskater (12:33:57 AM): ahahahha
chewycrunchy16 (12:34:11 AM): lmfao
Nayrskater (12:34:12 AM): SO king Banksy,Markus' Brother.
chewycrunchy16 (12:34:28 AM): Ruler of England
Nayrskater (12:34:48 AM): yes.
chewycrunchy16 (12:34:58 AM): continue...
Nayrskater (12:36:15 AM): Now England is a full blown Canvus of art. with banksy art.
chewycrunchy16 (12:36:33 AM): ....badass
Nayrskater (12:37:26 AM): So Milo the One went to Japan and for badass coffee then badass monsters fought his badass so badass people fought badass orcs badass in japan which is badass
Nayrskater (12:37:36 AM): so badass is so badass that badass wants badass in more badass
Nayrskater (12:37:39 AM): get it?
Nayrskater (12:37:43 AM): isn't this badass!!!
chewycrunchy16 (12:37:54 AM): Uber-badass
chewycrunchy16 (12:38:01 AM): so much asses that are bad
Nayrskater (12:38:05 AM): LMAOOOO!
Nayrskater (12:38:11 AM): ahhahah
chewycrunchy16 (12:38:11 AM): that my mind will soon blow up
Nayrskater (12:38:14 AM): HAHHAHA
chewycrunchy16 (12:38:18 AM): and leave fragments of ass..
chewycrunchy16 (12:38:22 AM): terrible ass
Nayrskater (12:38:58 AM): hahhaa
Nayrskater (12:39:07 AM): wow funny dude i was laughing really ard
chewycrunchy16 (12:39:14 AM): lmfao
chewycrunchy16 (12:39:26 AM): u must con.t this badass story
chewycrunchy16 (12:39:39 AM): i shall publish this legen throughout my blog and myspace bullitens
chewycrunchy16 (12:39:41 AM): so that
chewycrunchy16 (12:39:53 AM): everyone shall know the Lgend that iss..
chewycrunchy16 (12:39:54 AM): Milo
chewycrunchy16 (12:39:57 AM): =)
Nayrskater (12:40:17 AM): So after badass milo fights.
Nayrskater (12:40:24 AM): Markus was badass inpressed.
chewycrunchy16 (12:40:29 AM): word?
Nayrskater (12:40:42 AM): and told him the problem with badass ryan the gaint and his badass penis of death.
chewycrunchy16 (12:41:02 AM): DEATH DICK
chewycrunchy16 (12:41:10 AM): PENIS OF PULVURIZATION
chewycrunchy16 (12:41:19 AM): MEGA MANLINESS
Nayrskater (12:41:36 AM): Markus gave him a map to go to badass mout. doom of badass
chewycrunchy16 (12:41:37 AM): ..as so they call it
Nayrskater (12:42:40 AM): So milo got a badass horse of badassness.
chewycrunchy16 (12:42:47 AM): black and red
chewycrunchy16 (12:42:52 AM): smuthered in cheetah blood
chewycrunchy16 (12:42:54 AM): ?
Nayrskater (12:43:00 AM): And went to Mout. Doom of badass.YESSS !!
Nayrskater (12:43:01 AM): hahhahahahha
chewycrunchy16 (12:43:03 AM): cuz thats how u can run fast
chewycrunchy16 (12:43:08 AM): cheetah blood
chewycrunchy16 (12:43:10 AM): =)
Nayrskater (12:43:16 AM): HAHHAHHAHAA
Nayrskater (12:43:41 AM): so him and his badass cheetah blood monster horse of badassness were off on there jonury
chewycrunchy16 (12:43:55 AM): ..
Nayrskater (12:44:06 AM): to MOUT. badass OF DOOM!
Nayrskater (12:44:12 AM): wher they got the ring.
chewycrunchy16 (12:44:13 AM): DOOOOOOOOOOM
chewycrunchy16 (12:44:22 AM): how did accomplish this task
chewycrunchy16 (12:44:29 AM): isnt the ring guarded by the
chewycrunchy16 (12:44:46 AM): Three Headed Bitch of Assness?
Nayrskater (12:44:55 AM): You mean Paris Hilton?
chewycrunchy16 (12:44:58 AM): They say the reason why shes a BITCH
chewycrunchy16 (12:44:59 AM): yes her
chewycrunchy16 (12:45:11 AM): They say shes a bitch becasue she has sand trapped in her vagina
Nayrskater (12:46:22 AM): then!
Nayrskater (12:48:05 AM): Milo talked to the Three Headed Bitch of Assness aka Paris Hilton. By Milo being soo god damn smart! HE was talking to her about myspace and shopping, so she was talking soo much and more and mroe milo made a run for her vagina to get the ring which hung on Paris' Clint!
chewycrunchy16 (12:48:24 AM): juicy
Nayrskater (12:48:53 AM): then Paris like "that was not hott"
chewycrunchy16 (12:49:01 AM): lol
Nayrskater (12:49:06 AM): IT WAS BADASS!
chewycrunchy16 (12:49:13 AM): Milo had to choke a bitch
Nayrskater (12:50:08 AM): then she got up. and started chasing her. then milo whiped out his dick and she got distracted and suck for a badass minute, then milo punched a bitch
chewycrunchy16 (12:51:11 AM): had to
chewycrunchy16 (12:51:19 AM): Bitch was crazy
Nayrskater (12:52:39 AM): then when he had the ring he went for the gaint.
chewycrunchy16 (12:52:50 AM): Ryan the Giant?
chewycrunchy16 (12:52:56 AM): where thoes such a beast reside?
Nayrskater (12:53:21 AM): In a long lost place called.
Nayrskater (12:53:30 AM): Ohio
chewycrunchy16 (12:53:33 AM): Ohio?
Nayrskater (12:53:36 AM): wait
Nayrskater (12:53:40 AM): *blows up*
chewycrunchy16 (12:53:44 AM): ?
Nayrskater (12:54:14 AM): In a long lost place called.... Mianus
chewycrunchy16 (12:54:26 AM): thats in Connecticut
chewycrunchy16 (12:54:27 AM): lol
Nayrskater (12:54:40 AM): ....
chewycrunchy16 (12:54:44 AM): ....
Nayrskater (12:54:50 AM): THEN! Milo went to find him!
chewycrunchy16 (12:55:17 AM): ...
Nayrskater (12:56:08 AM): And he was at a Gaint bar on Gaint ave.
chewycrunchy16 (12:56:47 AM): lol
chewycrunchy16 (12:56:54 AM): searching for Giant poon
Nayrskater (12:56:56 AM): REALLY hard to miss!.
Nayrskater (12:57:20 AM): Then Milo entered the Gaint bar. no one noticed cause its a gaint bar,
Nayrskater (12:57:42 AM): and he is like 5 foot every freak inside is like 24 feet.
chewycrunchy16 (12:57:43 AM): lol
chewycrunchy16 (12:57:44 AM): true
Nayrskater (12:58:08 AM): then. he saw ryan the gaint and made the move.
Nayrskater (12:58:27 AM): wait
chewycrunchy16 (12:58:38 AM): ..
chewycrunchy16 (12:58:41 AM): waiting
Nayrskater (12:58:42 AM): are you actually reading this?? and like going to blog or something?
chewycrunchy16 (1:02:14 AM): yea
chewycrunchy16 (1:02:18 AM): y not
chewycrunchy16 (1:02:21 AM): this shits hilarious
Nayrskater (1:02:27 AM): lmao oh alright
Nayrskater (1:02:38 AM): your going to type it out though right.
chewycrunchy16 (1:02:48 AM): the wonders
Nayrskater (1:02:51 AM): not just copy and paste right?
chewycrunchy16 (1:02:52 AM): of copy and past my friend
chewycrunchy16 (1:02:57 AM): oo
chewycrunchy16 (1:02:57 AM): lol
chewycrunchy16 (1:02:58 AM): haha
Nayrskater (1:02:59 AM): oh alright.
chewycrunchy16 (1:03:00 AM): hmm...
Nayrskater (1:03:10 AM): anyways.
chewycrunchy16 (1:03:13 AM): lol
chewycrunchy16 (1:03:14 AM): ok
chewycrunchy16 (1:03:16 AM): n e wyas
Nayrskater (1:03:36 AM): HE run up for the gaint. but ryan is stupid he is retarded!
chewycrunchy16 (1:03:52 AM): lmao
chewycrunchy16 (1:03:59 AM): as all giants are
Nayrskater (1:04:14 AM): Milo race on his badass horse and jump on leg and started to climb his leg hair.
Nayrskater (1:04:30 AM): then which for his head.
Nayrskater (1:04:39 AM): ryan didn't notice a thing.
Nayrskater (1:05:08 AM): so he got to his ear and climbed in. but his ear was full of flowers and jews.
chewycrunchy16 (1:05:19 AM): HAHAHA
chewycrunchy16 (1:05:25 AM): dam Jews
chewycrunchy16 (1:05:36 AM): i thought they were weak against flowers?
chewycrunchy16 (1:05:40 AM): o no
chewycrunchy16 (1:05:41 AM): wait
chewycrunchy16 (1:05:47 AM): they can sell them and make money
chewycrunchy16 (1:05:50 AM): continue
Nayrskater (1:05:51 AM): LMAO
Nayrskater (1:05:52 AM): hahahha
Nayrskater (1:05:53 AM): Milo was shocked to see that Seth Rogan was Ryan's Brain.
chewycrunchy16 (1:06:12 AM): Seth de Rogan?
Nayrskater (1:06:28 AM): No Seth Rogan the jew.
Nayrskater (1:06:39 AM): nothing speical come on he is Jewish.
chewycrunchy16 (1:06:44 AM): oo
chewycrunchy16 (1:06:45 AM): LMAO
Nayrskater (1:06:52 AM): anyways.
Nayrskater (1:07:31 AM): When Milo was about to attack, Seth Rogan Stoped Milo with an amazing. Line from one of his films. and the room became quiet.
chewycrunchy16 (1:07:45 AM): What line was it??
Nayrskater (1:08:00 AM): hold on im thining.
Nayrskater (1:09:35 AM): thinking***
chewycrunchy16 (1:09:43 AM): ...
Nayrskater (1:10:56 AM): damn i got nothing.
Nayrskater (1:10:57 AM): oh
Nayrskater (1:10:59 AM): ok*
Nayrskater (1:11:03 AM): fuck seth rogan.
chewycrunchy16 (1:11:12 AM): lol
chewycrunchy16 (1:11:13 AM): jew
Nayrskater (1:11:25 AM): SeinFeld was the brain of ryan
chewycrunchy16 (1:11:35 AM): dam..power
Nayrskater (1:11:46 AM): and Seinfeld said "whats the deal with airplane food?!"
Nayrskater (1:11:52 AM): And milo stoped.
chewycrunchy16 (1:11:56 AM): gasp
Nayrskater (1:12:53 AM): and Just looked at him with such shame. that milo just said "I'm sorry I tired to kill you"
chewycrunchy16 (1:13:13 AM): tired?
Nayrskater (1:13:26 AM): Tried*
chewycrunchy16 (1:15:28 AM): oo ok
Nayrskater (1:15:55 AM): Seinfeld just laughed, and asked "What do you want? Ryans' Brain?" Milo Reacted fast with a yes. And Seinfeld just point at a switch that was 5 feet away that said on and off.
chewycrunchy16 (1:16:16 AM): lol
Nayrskater (1:16:28 AM): Milo was soo confused.
chewycrunchy16 (1:16:47 AM): bet
Nayrskater (1:16:49 AM): So he ran for the switch and changed it. to off.
Nayrskater (1:16:57 AM): then nothing happend.
chewycrunchy16 (1:16:58 AM): did it work!?
chewycrunchy16 (1:17:00 AM): noooo
Nayrskater (1:17:06 AM): THEN! Ryan started to fall.
chewycrunchy16 (1:17:15 AM): dam..dat was easy
Nayrskater (1:17:25 AM): and the Jews yelled "SAVE THE MONEY!"
chewycrunchy16 (1:17:31 AM): hahha
chewycrunchy16 (1:17:37 AM): and "SAVE THE FLOWERS!"
Nayrskater (1:18:30 AM): EVery one was in was run in choas and when ryan hit the floor of the bar. Jews started running out of his head. and music started playing in the bar in cheer of that the great ryan is dead.
chewycrunchy16 (1:18:46 AM): lol
Nayrskater (1:18:51 AM): then Milo climbed out with a victor!
chewycrunchy16 (1:19:06 AM): lol sweeeet
chewycrunchy16 (1:19:12 AM): what about his huge penis
chewycrunchy16 (1:19:28 AM): wudnt a menacin menace take it and use it for power?
Nayrskater (1:19:43 AM): And then he Markus came in the bar and Granted him the kiss to his golden bathroom. And the great penis was chopped up and fed the hungry kids of japan.
chewycrunchy16 (1:19:52 AM): kiss?
chewycrunchy16 (1:19:59 AM): haha
chewycrunchy16 (1:20:09 AM): what about ethiopian kids?
Nayrskater (1:20:33 AM): in the year 2245 afirca is just a huge disney place.
Nayrskater (1:20:43 AM): no one is hungry there.
chewycrunchy16 (1:20:44 AM): hahahahahaha
Nayrskater (1:21:08 AM): then Milo used the golden bathroom and shat for years and years.
chewycrunchy16 (1:21:15 AM): nice
chewycrunchy16 (1:21:16 AM): lol
chewycrunchy16 (1:21:18 AM): well done
Nayrskater (1:21:19 AM): The End..
chewycrunchy16 (1:21:28 AM): i must save this
Nayrskater (1:22:02 AM): but markus had something up.
Nayrskater (1:22:05 AM): HE wasn't happy with Banksy.
Nayrskater (1:22:16 AM): tune in next for the next installment of BADASSNESS 2!
chewycrunchy16 (1:22:19 AM): whaat?!!!
chewycrunchy16 (1:22:26 AM): sweeeeet
Nayrskater (1:22:30 AM): hahaha
chewycrunchy16 (1:22:32 AM): nice
chewycrunchy16 (1:22:35 AM): hilarious
Nayrskater (1:22:37 AM): wow how random was all of that.
chewycrunchy16 (1:22:37 AM): fukin genious
chewycrunchy16 (1:22:39 AM): genius
chewycrunchy16 (1:22:47 AM): jews?
chewycrunchy16 (1:22:48 AM): lol
Nayrskater (1:22:50 AM): hahahha
chewycrunchy16 (1:23:00 AM): wow
chewycrunchy16 (1:23:04 AM): next story
chewycrunchy16 (1:23:12 AM): i have to narrorate
Nayrskater (1:23:17 AM): yea.
Nayrskater (1:24:18 AM): we will have to make a prolong for ryan gaint. and markus.
chewycrunchy16 (1:24:34 AM): lol
chewycrunchy16 (1:24:36 AM): ok
chewycrunchy16 (1:24:41 AM): prologue?

Randomness is the path to Happiness??

So last night i stood up reading the manga for Naruto Shippudden. Ridiculous.
Sorrow,remourse,anger,frustrated,confused,astounded,bewildered,befundled(thats not even a real word..but it is to me). So much SHIT happening. It was awsome. If you're not into anime then dont bother...jerk
but if you are, you obviously know what im talking about. Here is just a glimpse of Naruto...
Awsome AMV..the subtitles are in spanish.lol



Nice Yay?
But im close to the ending and its just too much for my lil hopeless brain to comprehend. Still, i say, its probably one of the greatest anime's iv seen.

Speaking of "Greatest Anime's"
Considering I hav no cable nd shit, i took on a journey to find some dvds i have scattered around my room and i found my "Fullmetal Alchemist" DVDs. Now even if you dont like anime, i bet you'll like this one. Its one like non-other, i Promise you that. Its the BEST ANIME, in my opinion of course. The series is great and the movie is great. Just about everything about it is great. no lie.lol
Watch it sometime. here is a video. Enjoy the first episode
"To Challenge the Sun"

Basiclaly what happened was the two lil kids (al and Ed) tried to bring back their dead mother back to life, but they had to exchange something of equal value.( Al's body and Ed's LEg) and then Ed brought Al's soul back by exchangin his arm and attached his soul to a suit of armor. Crazy shit for lil kids huh?
its pretty dramatic and cool.



So anyways after i was done with my Anime, i got on to search on this Mixtape iv been hearing on the internt by Charles Hamilton called "Sonic the Hamilton". Pretty sick. Maybe i like it cuz he sampled bits nd pieces offe Sonic games.lol Pretty dope. Search him and check out his music. He's sign to Interscope records. Youtube him, might find something interestin. He Ill.

but today was an ok day. chilled with Nick and Bruno. Took them to The Village at Winter Park. Bought me a souvineir and bounced to Taco bell. Meanwhile trying to find my allusive cd player that is obviously not in my car.lol Overall today was an ok day. Maybe something cool is waiting for me tomoorrow?? Maybe. Maybe you, Yes YOU, should hit me up and suprise me.=)

Still havent found dat One Girl that i can feel comfortable with. I wanna just find her and just be with her already.lol. Im tired of being single. Yes. I SAID IT.TIRED> i want somebody there by my side, im just too damn picky man. =/ Maybe i should change before i go for that search...

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Can you buy a Filter for your life??

So i was working Saturday and after work my co-worker Israel wanted to check out my car. He used to work at a dealership so maybe he can give me a few pointers and shit. So i go and the first thing he talks about is keeping the air filter clean and shit. Well he open the panel and grabbed my air filter.
SHIT WAS DIRTYYYYYYYYYYYY.lol leaves and bugs and shit was everywhere.
"O man, camilo. This is real dirty. You need to buy one real soon".lol
well he showed me his 2008 Chevy Cobalt...soo sexy. and his air filter lasts forever. It costs about $40 but all you need to do is clean it, not replace it. So maybe in the future, i"ll buy it, but for now ,i"ll buy a cheap one...


Today i was at school and finally said to myself.
"Hey, im going to by my filter today"
After i got done with class, im driving to my house and i see a car in the side of me. And its one of my classmates.lol We were shouting out our windows while doing like $50 on John Young

"YOU WANA COME WITH ME TO ADVANCED AUTO PARTS!!!!???"
"YEA, ILL FOLLOW YOU!!"

So i got my filter, which was like $15..gas money totally gone!
we exchanged numbers and apparently he lives in my complex.So we decided to car pool from now on to save some gas.
=)
sweet. now i dont have to waste as much gas now.

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKIEZ

I FUCKIN MADE COOOOOOOKIEZ!

FUK YEAH!

Mhhmmm mhhhmmmm...

Now there is a couple of things you have to know about me.

top 5 things i despise.


1) Stupid girls.- Ugh one of the top 25 reasons why guys use girls. There Stupid. thats why if you notice your bf treatin you like he doesn't care. cuz your stupid and boring and BLAH. I like interesting smart girls. =). Those are the best.


2)Stop signs and Red Lights.- I Fucking hate stopping while im driving. I dont like the g forces and seat belts tighten and shit. fuck. I wish all intersections had round-abouts.lol NEver stopping. ITs like having sex and when you're about to reach orgasm, the girl stops and leaves. Like WTF? Blue balls much?

3)"Hood Niggas" acting hard over myspace. Its one thing to be "hood in da streets" nd shit but over the internet?. C'mon. The only thing your going to reach is the world realizing how illiterate you are and how you obviously never invested in a dictionary. Stupid punks. And "Goons"?? WTF? just the name is idiotic. Grow up and be a man..not a Goon.lol


4)Arguing with a girl.- Guys are never right.So why bother? And plus if you somehow "Win" you really dont win..at all. You'll look like the asshole that made the girl cry. So Girls are alwayz right..until one day...



5)Kissing someone that doesnt know how to kiss.-Feels like your kissing a wall or a retard. Fuk practice with your hands or something,if not for you, atleast for the girl/boy your trying to mac. Fuk.



Now that i got that over with, now the Top 5 Things i Like.

1) Smart Attractive Girls. If i EVER see you out there. Be Aware. I will be arround your proximity. Its enough that if the girl is smart, thats cool. Interesting convo's will soon spring up and we get to know each other. yea yea, BUT IF SHES ACTUALLY HOT OR CUTE. WHOOOOOOOOOAAAAAA. Thats the best. Ask n e guy. WE ACTUALLY WOULD PIK A SMART CUTE ATTRACTIVE GIRL RATHER THAN THOSE THAT ARE SMOKING HOT BUT ONLY CARE ABOUT HOW THEY LOOK LIKE AND THAT ARE BUMS. And if there INDEPENDENT.. FUCK!!!! ITS A WRAP! DONE. I WOULD FALL FOR THEM IMMEDIATELY.



2)Chocolate Chip Cookies. Not Just n e old chocolate chip cookies. HOMEMADE chocolate chip cookies, UGH. so good. With a cup of milk on the side. Instant Orgasm. Sooooo delicious. Not so nutritious. But DAM FUCKIN RIDICULOUS.

3)Girls. There nice to look at.


4) Friends. I always like being surrounded by my friends. Makes everything more fun.


5) Laughing and Smiling. If you ever catch me out there, You'll probably see my laughing or smiling. Just cant help myself.lol Smiling is contagious.

OMG COOKIES!

YEA!!!!!!!!

i just got my internet back fuck yea!
. i havent been postin up any new udates cuz i havent gottin on. no wireless.=(
but no since i got it back expect more!!! i just voted too
YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OBAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life with a car..

has been great. I love my 95 Lexus. And its a guy. Mah Nigga.lol. His name..his Luther..yes..Lexus Luther.lmao

so first thing i did with my car, i went to my cousins house.lol. been here and there. school and work.

Yesterday i decided to go to maria's house. It was cool even tho she tried to poison me with her delicious ice tea. You lil devil you.lol
That girl is too cool for a fool like me. She has all the pix on her blog so that means i dont have to post them.lol

Then i texted my ex and stopped by her house. WOW. we talked for a while and i realized a lot of things, mainly on what was "us". We're in cool terms and she's doing her thing and im doing mine. She got a man and im single. And though we talk every so often, we have long talks that are worthwhile. No wonder why she is still in my life.=). After like 2 hours of talkin i went to my friends house(WAYNE). he told me.
"Yo you and Kat are guna end up being together. I can picture it"
lol
"Not n e time soon she's doing her and she got a man"
"So, you guys click and shit. Just watch man".
lol idk really. All i care is if she's happy really. With or without me in her life.

So over all. My car has given me a lot of opportunities. But its a weird feeling. Like when my dad brought it..i felt bad. He went through soo much shit to get it here. i love him and im so thankful he did this.

This car will help me with my goals
I promise dad.
I promise i will make you proud

Attention Females!!!

Ok my cousin wants me to write a blog about him. Dont know why he cant just blog himself but w.e. lol.

IF any of you ladies are interested hit him on Da Space mayne!. hahahahah

http://www.myspace.com/johnnyelite

he can be also weird sumtimes but thats why he's my cousin. SO THERE U GO JONATHAN SHIT FUK STOP BOTHERIN MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol

if you dont hit him up he'l turn into a monster and EAT YOU!

lmao

Busy

I know i havent updated my blog in a while. Iv been pretty busy with a lot of things. Ima be buzy till next week and after that
more stories of my Life.=)
pce1

Brushing your teeth makes hair grown on your chest and other places

I swear i love to brush my teeth.lol

Im on the verge of becoming a man. I just bought a new brush and mouth wash. so happy
=)

So to those that talk to me through the phone and im always brushin my teeth..well this is how i look like.
YEAAA

WUT A FUN/HORRIBLE WEEKEND!!!!!!

My weekended started off pretty normal. Woke up around around 1 ish..i DID NOT masturbate but actually ate some food. lol good food. Called my barber Mo and got my cut around 3. Then i skated back to my house and passed "walgreens" on the way..then realized i needed to buy some hair gel. FUK. I had to go back to Walgreens and buy some. One thing you gotta kno about this walgreens is that its always filled with hot girls =) and i looked like sweaty shit when i went to buy it i got home and finished everything by 5 ish... i was so tired and hot it felt like i ran away from lions that were on firie chasing me while i was wearin layers of shirts and camouflage pants. I think i lost 5 lbs.=/ So i take a shower.. happy that i got a fresh cut. =)





Then on my mission to find out whats going on this weekend. Found out my friends are in town for the weekend. hmmmm..cool.Might as well sleep over one of their appartments, so i take my clothes and neccesities. So Russ pickes me up and we arrive at the game and we witness a beatdown that is usually known as one of Gateway High School football games. It was soo weird. Just going back there made me realized that i miss all the fun times i had there. =/ I had madd fun mayne!. So we meet with more friends there at the game chilled till it was over. 40 somthing to 0. Gateway lost of course. There we decided that we're going to go to Lake Brently Swim Meet just for the Fuk of it.



While at the game we call other people and we rendevouse at Denny's. In total we had 10 ppl at a table.lol We chill there for like 3 hours and tlaking about vaginas and how Mario is a pedo cuz all of his myspace comments are from lil petit girls.lol




So it's around 10 ish and Russell had to pick up his mom so we left with him and he dropped me and mario fof at mario's crib. There we had to fill his car up with gas..and this is how he did it..

as you can see he had to do it the hard way..by just pouring it it from a canister.lol took like 10 min..soo long. and we were eaten by misquitos.=(

Then a couple min. later we went to pick up Russell..and if those that don't know, Russell is the funniest kid i know. Here he is.

And after that went to pick up EJ at this weird place. So its bout 1 ish and after we pik him up we go back up to Mario's place. IMMEDIATLEY when i get there i scanned the whole kitchen for some foods. I went in the pantry, got sum snacks. Went to the cooler and got some cold freshness from the cooler.."Dead Sea"...hmmm DEAD FLAVOR.

Anyways so Mario and EJ go upstairs and its jus Me and Rus in the kitchen.....Bad move MArio. NEVA EVA LEAVE ME OR RUSS IN UR KITCHEN LET ALONE TOGETHER. We tore that place a new one. Ate everything in sight..well i tried. we came up with some good combos. Crackers and butter. Dorrios and buttter. Banana's dipped in butter...nOt a smart idea and some of the bananas are really small!.lol LOOK!

Chocolate chip cookies dipped in milk. Chocolate chip cookies dipped in Water..DEAD FLAVORED WATER. MArio comes in

"WUT DA FUK GUYS!. HAHAHAHA"

lol funny and all laughed and mario-

"SHhhhhhhhh my mom is sleeping not too loud"

all you hear after..

"FUK DAT!"

lol funny shit . ppl are throwin banana peels and balls and shit.lol it was like 2 ish so mario had to take Russ back home.

EJ tlaking in his sleep nd shit i cudnt stop laughin and so i fell asleep around 3 am ish

Woke up around 5 20 am to..

"Camilo, wake up. Mike's coming in like 10 min."

I wasnt happy. Im not an early person.

Mike and Russ come in we head to School so we can leave with the swim team. Everyone is all suprised and shit that we came. More suprise at me cuz i was never part of the swim team..EVER. Maybe for like a day.lol

WE take a ride with Craigs mom, so Its Craig's Mom, Craig, Me, Russ, Mike, Melissa(craigs sis), EJ, and Mario..in a car..early..with gangster music.lol funny we were all singing along to every song.

"GET BACK MOTHERFUKA, U DONT KNO ME LIKE DAT"

we get there and theres so many kids there! and it was all hot and we had to set up this tent.SETTED UP.lol we bizidounce and went to this gym i kept hearing about.

There's one reason what made this gym soo fukin fun..ITS PITCHED BLACK DARK

We all ran around. Yelling loud crazy raunchy obscene( i cant even describe it) noises.lol Then Russell took it to the next level..he took off his clothes and ran around in his speedos.lol. then after awhile this random white boy stranger comes in. we tell him,

"Theres this crazy black kid running around in his speedos. ITs so creepy"

Russell runs by a lit part of the gym.

"Omy i see him"

the White boy starts chasing him.lol Ten minutes later he stopped and realized there was no chance in hell he can ever catch Russell.lol

It was SOOO FUN. I had a blast at the gym. At one point i didnt hear n e thing..except for this..

Basically a couple of hours of running around we sat and chilled for a bit then the lights turn don and we had to go cuz of basketball practice. GAY.

We had to sit outside in the hot and sticky weather. UGH.

UGHHHH. It SUKED ASS CUZ IT WAS SOOOOO HOT but fun cuz we were all talking and sayin funny shit and i got to meet new friends. And PLUS there were soo many hot girls in swim suites..=) It ate few snacks and Gaterades and i took a nice nap. Me, Mike, Mario, and Russ were all exhausted cuz neither of us got enuff sleep and ughh..fuk!

The time passed somehow and it got to be 1 or 2..idk.and the swim meet had like a break and we went to Sweet Tomatoes to eat!! yay!!!...NO. NOT AT ALL!. ITS A BUFFET...A SALAD BUFFET. FUK WHOEVER CREATED SHOULD BURN IN IN HELL FOR ETERNITY. or in Mike's case Just walk around with a pinecone up there ass.lol

We totally snuck in cuz we werent gunna pay for this shitty food.WE got these girls to get us some food.

HORRIBLE. the food didnt satisfy me.=(

Den we rode back and ughh..back to settin up the tent on the hot place. I took a nap again and was knocked out.

Then we went to the gym cuz Mike and MArio were there and a couple of ppl from the team. Chilled and met these dumb ass white girls and we told them we were all gay. One of the kids ask Mike

"If your gay why dont u kiss one of your friends"

We all look at each other..uhh

"If your striaght then kiss any of these girls".

lol funny thing was he was kinda retarded.lol IM SORRY!

They left there shit at the gym once they left..bad idea..look we Russ did with their blanket.

After a few min..or an hour or so we went back outside. Took another nap and woke up. This time the gym had the lights turnd off.lol =)

We went and ran back and it was like even more darker. We started to look for the pillows from that pile and we got into a pillow fight. I was scared cuz i cudnt see shit and i kept gettin hit random pple with pillows and i kept getting hit from everywhere.

"AHHHHHHHH BLAHHH FLASP FLP LAPS!!!!!!!!!!!" and a couple of strawberries.lol

it lastd like a while. until we had to go. Mellisa comes in and said we had to go.

Then the dumb white girls come back.

"WHERE's ALL OUR STUFF?!"

lol

all i here is Mike yell

"QUICK RUSSELL LETS GET THE FUK OUTTA HERE!"

We all ran out and the Meet was done. It finished around 6.pm. On the way to the car

"Did anyone hit the girls cause all i heard someone smackin and pushing and girls yelling"

Mario- "Yea that was me. I pushed thema nd owned them"

LMFAO

i get home around 8 ish and was on the virge of going to a party. I was excited and then it shut down. =(. I fell asleep around 12 is and so tired at work. I was falling asleep at Clarion!.lol

but it was really exciting and im still tired..it took me a while to write this cuz im so tired.lol

i just got back from walmart and this made me laugh..MAde with 100% Reall Baby Seal.=)

Zodiac

Yesterday was prabably the most boring-est-est day i had in a fukin WHILE. i didnt do n e thing productive except probably use my sperm as bullets for target practice. My balls are currently empty. They're on "E"
=/

I got a call around 11:40
"Hey Camilo, its mark...you wanna sleep over??"
"Uhhhh..ok? sure"
So he gets here around 12 in da morning and so we're off. We stopped at McDies cuz he got hungry..I swear i wasnt hungry . Then 3 min. later.
"Bubble bubble bubble."
lol thats the sound my stomach makes when its empty
"bubble".lol
so we stopped at another McDies( i call it McDies cuz their delicious food shall be the death of me.) i got a large #10
..my fav =)
We eat and what not played some Marvel vs. Capcom which was fun. Then some Guitar Hero 3.. then it got to be around 2 45 and we were supposed to go to our friends house but i was too tired and ugh..so after about 20 min. it came to a decision.
"NO"
We looked for sum movies to watch. I spent over 5 min. searchin until i saw "Zodiac"

"That movie!. Lets watch that"
It starts off pretty good..for an hour. Shootings and brutal stabbings later..it got hmm..boring?..Antoher 2 hours of Pure Talking..Nothing but people looking for clues..
Remember we started to watch this around 3 10..the movie ended around 6...

I recommend it..just not late at night..trust me.
=(

Such an intereesting day...

Today started off as any other work day. I went to Clarion..the Hell..ughh! Opened up like i usually do and i did nothing like i always do. Except today the lizards like went nuts.lol. One tried to leap to this lil ledge and failed and kept doin it. It was funny. Then a Big lizard was chasing a smaller lizard. One ate like 5 flies infront of me. They were all like on crack. It amused me from the time being. LEarned and read about "War of the Worlds" and "The Day the Earth Stood Still". IT's going to be a good movie. I already know what happens cuz its a remake but tis going to be better watch.

After work my friend Mark picked me up. We went to his house to find his other friends waiting outside. He has funny ass friends. They decided to go to their other friend's house to "jam". It was interesting..very. Then we headed back to Mark's house to play Soul Cal. And thats when the hurrendous cursing began. "Fukin asshole!!!" and "FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK ME!" was heard in the house.lol

it started to get late so we were hungry and went to Wendy's...lol...

What are we getting?

To Drink??

Wait we dont got enough!?

Too much change...

Girls, Sex, Synthesizers, Pizza, and Weed.

Yesterday i was listening to some music..well mostly Kanye West's new song "Love Lockdown". I like it, a lot of my friends say they dont cuz he sings, well fuk u guys. Try something new for a change. Well i saw a bulletin from my good friend Mark saying if n e one wants to go to Cici's Pizza to let him kno. So i did. Plus i havent chilled with him for a while so it was good to catch up on sum shit.

We go to Cici's pizza and buy sum real good pizza. There were these to..hmm..uhm.. i dont wana say fat..how about...OverSized girls looking at me..hard..like if i was a slice of Cici's Pizza.lol

Tried my best to ignore it. Anyways we sit down and i look at marks plate..

"Mark thats a lot of slices"

lol and we somehow got to this argument becuz he thought..

"Camilo this is a competition. We'll see who eats the more slices"

"Yea but Cici's Slices are small and besides 2 slices of Cici's Pizza = 1 regular sliced pizza from n e where"

funny argument tho.lol He counted 13 slices but i counted 6 1/2.lol

this is me..and my eating face. grrrrrr

We also were talking about girls and relationships. Like how i cant be in a relationship cuz i dont like being tied down and reporting my self on where im at, who am i with, wut time im getting home,blah blah blah. and that for now i rather be single and w.e. I got used to be single for so long, im just accustomed to it. u kno? i used to be a good boyfriend, from what my ex tells me.lol

i mean its not hard to treat a girl right. I think its real easy and i can be loyal, just gotta give me a good reason =).

Then after Cici's we went to Guitar Center. Mad fun place cuz they have all these cool instruments and shit. We went to the synthesizer place and tried to turn them on. They are fukin complicated ass shit!. So many buttons and lights i wsa like fuk this man.lol Then i found this beat making thingamabob...The Coolest Thing in the World. I started making a drum beat den Mark was playin the piano and we were jamming for a bit.lol We had to leave becuz the store was closing in a few.

We headed to Mark's place where we played Soul Caliber..the newest one. My favs are Darth Vader, Nightmare and Yoshimitsu. MArk was owning me super hard. I saw his dad who i havent seen in like years and didnt recognize me.

"oo..Napolean?

"No dad its camilo"

"CAmilo??..The Asshole?! Holy shit you changed!"

i didnt know how to take it.lol i took it as a good thing

"Camilo..you look look like a man. I remember wen u used to be an asshole and shit"

lol

He had me laughing alot. It was nice seeing him tho..in a weird way. Then Marks friend came and we all chilled and played SC. then Mark's friend got high..and i started to act all hyper and crazy just to fuck wit him,lol Now i know why Mark did that shit too me. I luv high people.lol

Overall yesterday was a good fun day

FUCK YEA!

Two days ago i was home doing nothing..probably masturbating and eating my delicious peanut butter and bologna sandwiches. I orgasmed 5 times

=)

Anyways i was like on the verge of taking a nap, suddenly someone knocked on the door. You cant ell it was someone u dont know when they knock obnoxiously loud and shit. I was like

"OMG is it here?"

so i walked and i opened the door and i was in..AWWWW

Like God shined a ray of light on this browned outfitted UPS guy.

"Hey, Are you camilo?

"UHhhhh yea?..Sweet its here"

Now remember i was takin a nap so i was without a shirt and my gym shorts and my hair was all fucked up.lol

"Here you go man take care"

"Thanx man"

IT WAS MY PACKAGE FROM KIDROBOT!! MY MUNNY!!!!

I was pretty excited as u can see.lol. It took me two days of
Painting
Creativity
Sandwiches
and MJ's "Thriller" album
so make it look like...

Its Banksy's Evil twin Bro "Seymour".lol Ima buy sum more soon and get better and better. This reminds me of the time me and one of my managers went to go buy sum supplies after work. I was like

"Hey can u take me to "Michael's" to buy sum paints and brushes?

o ok

Ok so it was a realll HOT day and she had no a c in her car

so we go from the Nickelodeon Hotel to Oak Ridge and we get there and i hear

"Oops..its "Marshall". Well they both sound alike "Marshall and Michael's?"

"No Lindsay..no its not.lol so we go n e ways cuz there was this Halloween Costume store and we found cool ass Costumes.. Mines is guna be the best watch. I found wut ima be in there. Then we found a Michael's close by and we stop there but first we went to this comic book store for like 10 min. Then went to this place called "Lollicup".

Really interesting store. They make like your tea and coffee with cool other flavors nd shit. And plus the girls were Asian..cute ones too.lol The store was real interestin cuz it had art the was very similar to Uberbot.

Look at Linz. All Happy.lol

And plus all the art thats on the wall is for sale. Also they had this wall that was covered with sticky notes that people who come draw. i was like whoa, ima draw. So i drew Me denying a girl for a hairwrap.lol

cool place man.ima take a couple of girls there pretty soon.lol

Then we went to my boss's house cuz there were guna have a lil get together bcuz of Football and i had fun there. =)

Well looks like i can't keep to one subject on this blog shit huh?

lol

Maybe i found it...

So yesterday i was supposed to work. I woke up around 8:30 and gettin ready, ironing my shirt and putting a shitload of gel to my hair. (Swear in the future ima be bald due to the overuse of gel =(). I was eating sum cereal and i here my phone ringing. "RHYNO RHYNO RHYNO".lol i have my manager under Rhyno.lol He was like


"Ima cancel your shift today Toby"


"WUT? why man?!"


"havent u looked outside? ITS RAINING. Didnt u hear about Hannah??"


"oo yea...Hannah"


"Well we're not going to open outside so you dont have to work today"






FUCK


7 hours out the window. Worst thing was i couldnt go back to sleep. So i tried to make the day go fast by


1)Masturbating


2)eating


3)tv


4)postin random bullitens on Myspace


5)masturbat sum more


6)peanut butter and bologna sandwhiches.....=) delicioso





i was sooooooooo fukin bored.UGh words cannot even begin to describe the boredness that was given birth in me..lmao..gay!


So i start textin MADDD PPL to find out wut ima do


A)One wanted to go to the movies


B)Another wanted to go to this club


C)And another wanted to go paintballin


D)and one asked if i wanted to go to a Christian Concert.





A-Couldnt go cuz of her mom


C) couldnt go due to work


D sounded more interestin than B


I chose "C" =)


It was pretty cool. I went with two of my friends and had a fun time. The bands were pretty good and saw ppl who i didnt really expect to be there





Then when all the music was done this guy came to the stage and started talkin. He talked with so much emotion about God and Jesus.


He said that people didnt know what to be saved from. People think that they need to be saved from sin, but no. They need to be saved by God's Wrath and God is the only one who can save them. His whole speech hit me real hard. Saying that we dont have to ask for forgiveness because we will continue to sin throughout our lives and if we just BELIEVE and TRUST in Jesus, KNOW WHY HE DIED FOR US, having faith in Jesus will save you from God's Wrath.


I liked it alot. I liked who i was around with because everyone was really nice to me. I want to keep going there and see what happens.

I Love you.

A hero..What is a real "Hero"? Is it one of your role models?? Is it a superhero you look up to? A famous Star athlete?? Any one can impact your life greatly and have an influence on your decisions in life.

My Mom is my hero. She tries sooo hard to help me with anything i ask. She works 3 jobs. She goes to work at 5 a.m. Comes back home around 3 p.m. Then leaves at 4 and comes back around 10 to do it all over again.I try to make her feel better sometimes..but it just doesnt work. Watching her cry makes me feel bad.Makes me feel like im not doing my job.

I know im not the best son in da world. I know i make mistakes. Just want you to know that i do love you mom. I do care and appreciate everything you do. Even if i get mad at you for stupid shit and dont talk..I love you and im grateful to have a mother like you.

One of these days..ima buy you that car you want. Imma pay your bills for you. Imma be that "Best Son"..Im sorry. I love you