Muthafukcin G's

for some strange reason i keep listening to
Eazy-E- "Real Muthafuckin G's"

lol

not my taste of music but idk.
Like the beginning of the song,
"COMPTONNNNNNNNN

COMPTONNNNNN"

the beat is like real ruggid and street.

And the lyrics..well
they re throwing shots at Dr. Dre and Snoop.
the thing that gets me is that they used to be in NWA and then they bash at each other??
fucked up

but then another thing that hits me
he later wanted to reunite the whole group. He wanted to be the crew they used to be..but
Eazy died of AIDS. Atleast he squashed the beef with Ice Cube and Dre before it was too late

Maybe we should just stop being hard headed and fucked up to our "Once a friend, Now enemy"

In Space

I feel a bit...how can i say. Just "BLEH"


Like im jus floating in space, or stuck in the middle of a huge pool full of Jell-O.
Just there...floating.lol

I cant wait til i go back to Florida. I miss the weather, my friends, my hose, my huge bed.

but i need this. I need time to get away from all that and appreciate what i got and appreciate my time with Popz.

Well i can say this though..

Once i get back
Summer time is going to be FUN.
=)

Off to work
Lady Footlocker

sweeeeeeet

Why did i come??

Well i keep thinkin and asking myself, "Why did i come here? Was it the smartest thing to do?"

obviously i dont know the fucking answercuz im asking myself..

smh'

*shrugs shoulders

i just needed something new i guess

i Now work at Lady Footlocker
pretty cool. Im actually liking the job. Just got to get used to all the labels and sales and prices nd sheeeeeeeetlol


I still feel a bit confused though. Like im missing something. I know Exactly what im missing but i just dont want to admit it. I KNOW in can live my life without someone there by myself...but i want that.

I dont need it

but i want it


jus dont know who and im afraid to get hurt

ehh

il get over this mood like i always do

=)
my comp still inst fixed...
STILL sad on me