...You were brought here for something very specific...

havent been on here that much
or on myspace either
And since i dont have tv, i lost touch with the outside world
and to be quiet honest


i dont mind THAT much

tv- i could live without

but INTERNET i need..i just need it

But now im at the clubhouse in my complex and jus chillin. Jus finished working out

my arms are swollena nd huge, but as nature will have it, itll shrink down to Puny size in a couple of hours

FUK U NATURE!

What have i been up to??

Almost halfway done with a painting im workin on
Working alot
Chilling with ppl and meeting new ones
Tryna reconnect with old friends
and waitin ffor School to start so i can get right back on my path

I recently worked witha co-worker that i never worked before and shes really cool.
WE were talking outside the pool area and we were talking and she looked at me and said
"You look like your good at like.,.music or art"

lol i like to paint so i guess she was right?

then she said this

"I fell like you were brought here for to do something special"

"What you mean?"

"Like you're here to do something very specific"


that kind of scared me do to the fact that she said this as a response to what i said

"Well i think i know that that is but i dont want to do it"

"Most people dont want to, but are going to have to"

..

She's special

She made me realize..

FUK MY SHIT MAYNE

this is startin fuk piss me off

havin NO internet AND no tv
SUCKS

If an unknowingly parent left their 2 yr old child around me, i wud go to jail cuz i would Falcon Punch the shit outta it right about now

>=(

well recently i have been

Palying hardcore frisbee with my friends
Working
chillin with Juju and Maria
Working out over Ralfy's place
and meetin new people

Which i LOVe
soo if i dont know you and ur readin my blog

drop a comment =)

well its time for me to go

il see if i can buy ....ahhhh fuk it
bye
=)

Note that snake venoms are generally not dangerous when ingested, and are therefore not technically poisons.

Snake venom is a mixture of toxins and different enzymes used for other purposes like increasing the prey's uptake of toxins.

* Phosphodiesterases are used to interfere with the prey's cardiac system, mainly to lower the blood pressure.
* Snake venom inhibits cholinesterase to make the prey lose muscle control.
* Hyaluronidase increases tissue permeability to increase the rate that other enzymes are absorbed into the prey's tissues.
* Amino acid oxidases and proteases are used for digestion. Amino acid oxidase also triggers some other enzymes and is responsible for the yellow color of the venom of some species.
* Snake venom often contains ATPases which are used for breaking down ATP to disrupt the prey's energy fuel use.

Cril beastin it

You Wont Get Me

ahem..
my name is milo
i can be crazy at times
from the lowest of lows
to the highest of highs

niggas around me
they dont know how to act
i be sipppin sum heny,
getin looser with yag

and thats wen it all comes out
the thoughts in my head
jus spiraling out
its fuckin insane


my mind wanders to places
to far out lands
then discovers new shit
thats outta your hands

others dont get it
that my brain is a maze
they think im just wierd
but their eyes are jus hazed

its hard to see me
or my different ways
im total darkness
shud be callin dem Ray

the world is my canvas
you wish you were me
you stay wit Obey
But i bombz wit the Seen

again my name is milo
im just insane
or maybe im different
and yall jus the same

BEst i ever had

i like
=)

*sigh...

Today was a..how you say..

Active day.

I worked

11-6.
Work was ok, but these kids were being SUPER FUCKIN ANNOYING

i wanted to to do this...




anyways

den i got home.

I was still sore from my last workouts and i was guna rest today, but im an idiot so i went to the gym and my body jus gave out
im tooo sore and tired
=/

shuda listen to Jasmine lol

"lol. no just your guna kill yourself"

i almost did. lol

After i was done witht htat

my friend picked me up and we went to their house.


Played sum Wii and Smash

i had a good time

Went home around 11 and on the way there me and Russell were having a convo about our lives and how its sad how people seperate themselves from another and focusing on their work.

We got really deep into it

"It sucks when people are forced into working because all their lives they are thought that the only way to live your life to the fullest is by filling up your entire time doing work and raising a family".

Not that its bad, but i dont want to be committed into something when im not fully going to believe in it.

Basically OUR lives are on paper

Birth Certificate

Passport

Social Security

You need Money

Fuck all that

then they say you owe the government money?!

"BULLSHIT. You were brought to this planet as a free person. Us, as human beings dont owe shit to no one. And us as human beings dont have rights. WE DONT HAVE RIGHTS. WE ARE FREE."

If you look at it kinda like this way, you dont need those paper, no rights, no government. And also money

I dont need money. well let me rephrase this.

Money isnt the ONLY thing that can make me happy.

Theres no point of being fuckin rich

if you dont have people to share your wealth with

This is what Russell said and i quote

"If i had like 300 million dollars, i would buy us a big ass mansion. Each of us get one room, and jus get shit that would support us like food and shit. buy a RV and a bus and drive it to Burger King whenever we're hungry."

Sounds like the life for me. =)


I got home, to see my mom stressed as fuhh
almost crying.

I hate seeing her like this.

*sigh

i dont see the light at the end of this tunnel..

You guys dont know how good you have it..

Believe me

Kills me lil by lil...every time i see her like this

Soon enough

il be the one stressing and crying