Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
hmm.
so last night it kinda hit me.
Me and my sis were tlaking about my dad.
She talks to him for hours on the phone maybe...once a week.
i rarely speak to him on the phone, when i do its about... 1 minute.
I jsut dont talk to him.
Its not that im mad, its just...idk.
Its ALWAYs been like that. I dont talk to my dad that much.
Doesnt mean that i dont love and care, its just the way i do it. Its always been that way.
Nothings going to change that.
She started to cry
"Its just sad..."
Me and my sis were tlaking about my dad.
She talks to him for hours on the phone maybe...once a week.
i rarely speak to him on the phone, when i do its about... 1 minute.
I jsut dont talk to him.
Its not that im mad, its just...idk.
Its ALWAYs been like that. I dont talk to my dad that much.
Doesnt mean that i dont love and care, its just the way i do it. Its always been that way.
Nothings going to change that.
She started to cry
"Its just sad..."
Thursday, September 24, 2009
if..
if i died today, tomorrow, soon
i hope ya remember me
as a friend.
Not a good friend
not a bad friend.
a friend dat cared
i hope ya remember me
as a friend.
Not a good friend
not a bad friend.
a friend dat cared
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
Fear
the fear of not succeeding
The fear of disappointment
the fear of loneliness
The fear of love
the fear of losing
The fear of gaining
the fear of death
The fear of rejection
the fear of not being real
Haunts My Dreams
The fear of disappointment
the fear of loneliness
The fear of love
the fear of losing
The fear of gaining
the fear of death
The fear of rejection
the fear of not being real
Haunts My Dreams
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
Right now
Thinking about my future.
Where will i be?
Would i be stuck in the same place in 2 years?
or would i be off on my own?
ehh
all i do know is
dat i wana keep writing more lyrics
drawin and painting more
and just meeting new people.
Where will i be?
Would i be stuck in the same place in 2 years?
or would i be off on my own?
ehh
all i do know is
dat i wana keep writing more lyrics
drawin and painting more
and just meeting new people.
For the Record.
I tend to find myself having girl problems..
lets just say
I get bored easily.
Not that they themselves bore me. Not At all. the last girl i talked to serious is the coolest chick i know.
but anyways, back to my point
I tend to talk to them for a while, then slip away.
I do this for my own persoanl reasons. Not that i dont wana talk to them,
I jus dont wana get hurt.
Plus all the girls i talked to in the past, well most,I havent even takin on a date.
YEA I KNOW
SO i can easily say this with honestly
I dont think im ready for a real relationship.
I want one, alot. I dont like being alone.
Its a Cold World out there.
Be nice to have someone by your side.
Im Sorry for hurting you
lets just say
I get bored easily.
Not that they themselves bore me. Not At all. the last girl i talked to serious is the coolest chick i know.
but anyways, back to my point
I tend to talk to them for a while, then slip away.
I do this for my own persoanl reasons. Not that i dont wana talk to them,
I jus dont wana get hurt.
Plus all the girls i talked to in the past, well most,I havent even takin on a date.
YEA I KNOW
SO i can easily say this with honestly
I dont think im ready for a real relationship.
I want one, alot. I dont like being alone.
Its a Cold World out there.
Be nice to have someone by your side.
Im Sorry for hurting you
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Dreaming
The type of shit like this makes me feel insane
lookin at all ya, look what ya became
animals that used roamed the streets, now ya jus been tamed
unlike me who knows all about this game
fake people covered with false sense of life,
but me? Im on da podium, lookin at the light
wondering when its my time Gotta be strong,
Hulk-sized just to make it out alive
Excuse the geek reference man, that shits really jus me
If you dont like, then go before i go green
big, mean, turn into a fiend
fucking shit up, jus cuz its easier for me
Money in my pocket, spending all around the stores
Buying everything around me, including all the stores
But deep down inside, im the poorest of the poor
too bad i'll never have enough to buy myself a soul
TO be honest yalll, i just wana succeed
Good friends and happiness is all i really need
But i get so blinded my the light
Now all i really want is money, hoes, and weed
The crazy shit my girls be tellin me
always end up in piles high
they just pile up for miles towering all the lies
that started up the piles from the moments of my life
let u kno, i just dont give a shit
everything i wanted, feelin like this jus a crazy dream
Motionless figures walkin all around the streets
all i see around are the people in my team
Wondering how they got here, all in the same place
words are fillin up everywhere crowding all my space
I need to get out of here, this place is not for me
then i wake up, sweating, thankin its just a dream
( work in progress. by me )
lookin at all ya, look what ya became
animals that used roamed the streets, now ya jus been tamed
unlike me who knows all about this game
fake people covered with false sense of life,
but me? Im on da podium, lookin at the light
wondering when its my time Gotta be strong,
Hulk-sized just to make it out alive
Excuse the geek reference man, that shits really jus me
If you dont like, then go before i go green
big, mean, turn into a fiend
fucking shit up, jus cuz its easier for me
Money in my pocket, spending all around the stores
Buying everything around me, including all the stores
But deep down inside, im the poorest of the poor
too bad i'll never have enough to buy myself a soul
TO be honest yalll, i just wana succeed
Good friends and happiness is all i really need
But i get so blinded my the light
Now all i really want is money, hoes, and weed
The crazy shit my girls be tellin me
always end up in piles high
they just pile up for miles towering all the lies
that started up the piles from the moments of my life
let u kno, i just dont give a shit
everything i wanted, feelin like this jus a crazy dream
Motionless figures walkin all around the streets
all i see around are the people in my team
Wondering how they got here, all in the same place
words are fillin up everywhere crowding all my space
I need to get out of here, this place is not for me
then i wake up, sweating, thankin its just a dream
( work in progress. by me )
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
September 15th
A Day that I will remember
Kid Cudi
Man on the Moon AND Drake's So Far Gone EP
Comes out in stores everwhere
oo man
go Support the young new generation of hip hop!!!
PEACE
Kid Cudi
Man on the Moon AND Drake's So Far Gone EP
Comes out in stores everwhere
oo man
go Support the young new generation of hip hop!!!
PEACE
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