its always about this time..

1 am

Always during the late hours with this shit.

I gotta stop.

I ask my self this question about every weekend.

After the 6 days of the week are over, i ask myself

"Camilo, why are you still single??"

and becauce im clinically insane i try to answer myself by making an elaborate excuse on how
"I'm too young and im focuzing on my work and school"


BULLSHIT


i think its because

1- i apperently dont know how to talk to the RIGHT girls, and when i talk to the WRONG girls, i just get some..

2- Quoting my sister, "Your jus a hoe Camilo"

3- I have come up with these standards of what i want in a girl. expectations that are fuckin ridiculous and i know i will never find that one

4-..the most scariest one..and with goosebumps i write this last excuse..



Im afraid i dont know how to love anymore.. i want to try..but i dont think i can reach any girls expectations...Its..gone?


Currently listenin to

Say You Will
Kanye West

June 25 2009

So i woke up to find internet in my house
SWEET
so i checked my myspace wutevawuteva
den i go to the gym
Worked out for a bit. Still sore..ughh

Den i got a text sayin that Michael Jackson was just rushed to the hospital.

Dam

Then i find out he died of Cardiac Arrest...shit

i grew up listening to his music (especially that one song from Free Willy) and watchin his moive over and over and over again.

=/ dam..my mom was real sad.

so to try and lighten up my day i chilled with some of my friends at one of the guys house..
MAD FUN
we played Melee, Resident Evil 5
and Left 4 Dead

Then we decided to fuck wit ppl and went to an Adult Chatroom and started saying random shit lol

Ended the night by playinf Left 4 Dead on Advanced...till 5 in da morning
lol

NICE
=/

Awesome

Since iv been here i managed to accomplish a few things

1- never been entirely home every day
2- started workin at my old job
3- working out seriously with my friend Ralfy
4- have atleast 3 girls on my bed at the same time. lol (fun time)
5- saw Transformers 2, Awesome movie
6- break my big bed, =(
7- sleep in another persons beed with two other people
8- witness my friend,s penis flapping around after he got entirely pants
9- saw the entire season two of Weeds
10- realized that a lot of Hot blondes live around my house now



=)

i dont have internet at my house
it comes and goes
soo i havent been updating this alot

once i get my self situated with my money
then il be good

Florida..

here i come!

So lately

I've been pretty much busy nd shit for the past two weeks..
Well not busy, just doing shit.
Mainly dumb shit

(like going to the mall countless times and shit)

but i went to the Drake concert at Toads Place last week nd it was da shit

for me, it was def worth the wait
=)

and i've also been doing some bad things in which i shall not post

lol

damm cuz if i did, this post wud be a LONG ONE
lol

peace

This shit is fuckin awesome

If video games keep progressing like this...itll rule the world..

ATTENTION GIRLS

i want a girl with sexyness.. I want her to fuckin look bangin as FUHH and also look innocent at the same time..WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!
I will rub ur feet and cook you some food!!

ABOUT TIME!!

Final Version

enjoy

Baby

iv been thinkin of wut u really dream of
take u to my crib and show wut things are made of
take u round tha place, take u to my bathtub
make it long, make it hard, il tell u how long i can last fuh
screamin my name, pullin my hair, bby ima monstuh
tell all your friends tell em how i please yuh

Girl tell me how u like it, def take my time my wit it
minutes turns to hours u think u can stick wit it?
roll u round my bed, see its about our 8th wit it
round 2 done, and sweety i aint even ate it yet
u think im done, but i barely even started it
take u to a dif place, a world called Milo's Way
If u tired afta our rounds, u can sleep on my bed.